Friday, July 24, 2009
08:01
Nothing Exciting
I keep forgetting to say that my abang didnt get firefighter coz of his knee injury...
Mummy didnt want to sent him for checkup...
anyway toooooo late already...
yesterday got this pakcik ask for derma...
call us adik okae...
i know la u are a volunteer for darul ihsan (if im not wrong) but u have no right to call us hajah and makcik when we dun want to donate...
u are also not allow to force us to donate...
so what if we donate but not ikhlas...
anyway my sis n i dun have much cash yesterday...
are you going to force us to withdraw money???
stupid pakcik...
aper nk tunjuk pat volunteer yg lain kaper yg u get alot of donation...
my mum sendiri tk dpt bantuan...
before we help others we have to see our own situation...
Right???
anyway lately been so angry and hold grudges to those who makes me angry...
i can not talk to them till im fine...
cold war...
if im not happy with certain things,i may show it or i may not...
u guys can never know my other side...
only my sis know i guess...
i dunno whether u consider me as one of your close friends but its okae if you cancel my name from it...
i dun mind...
its up to you...
its your decision...
i'm tired lately...
depressed wherever i go...
it just that i havent blow up YET...
im checking and keep track of myself...
Not looking forward to anything anymore...