Wednesday, May 13, 2009
22:32
A Lot More
there's too many event that happen lately. My uncle just pass away last thur (7May). Its a great loss for my aunt, because on 14Apr is her 7th year of death for her beloved son.
On Mon bake brownie at aunt hse but since never use her oven before, the brownie tk menjadi. end up in the rubish chute. such a waste. my grades are not improving too. when i say something the faci like dun care but later say i didnt participate in class. what nonsense is she talking abt esp ITCP.
I GIVE UP WITH ALL THIS BULLSHIT INCLUDING THE STUPID GRADE OF MINE!!! I'M HOPELESS & USELESS... I DUNNO WHAT TO DO ANYMORE TO IMPROVE MY GRADE!!! GIVE UP IS THE BETTER WAY!!!
I HATE YOU WHEN YOU SAY I DIDN'T PARTICIPATE IN CLASS AND YOUR NONSENSE...MOST OF ALL I HATE THE CLASS WHEN IT IS DAMN NOISY!!!
BE CONSIDERATE PPL... I LIKE IT TO BE QUIET AND PEACE... CAN'T YOU RESPECT IT???
I THOUGHT YOU KNOW ME BUT I'M WRONG!!! I GUESS YOU DON'T REALLY KNOW ME THAT WELL OR I ASSUME YOU KNOW...
Wak ana ask me to ikut her to KL this coming holiday. I thought of agreeing since ppl always say that I like to kepit with my mum. Then mummy say can not go as kak nong nk blanja wak n kak pam. dorg tk ajak kite buat aper nk pergi nnt digelar muka tembok pulak. then kak didnt know anything then say that i dun understand what she say. ITS YOU WHO DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!!! i know abg going NS n i'm sorry i forget its the coming 9th June. I totally forget. Muumy say the reason she can't let us go because she will be alone. Abg go NS, Sis go sch. if i were to follow wak na no one will accompany mummy... SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!! I'm tired of ppl say what they say. If I want to defend myself its useless cause it makes them say more and makes you look guilty...
I'm happy in the outside but i dunno what i feel in the inside...